clouditchi: Czech Rusalochka 1976 (Default)
 Hi friends,

I have returned for a short check-in. I hope all is well. Joey is on vacation, so I am using this precious time I have to catch up. I keep hoping to return more frequently but it looks as if that won't be for a while. The weather has been confusing. We have had a couple tornadoes in my area as well as a dust storm just yesterday. Coming from the west coast it's a lot more anxiety inducing than what I am used to (earthquakes never felt such a big deal). On the bright side, the days have been much sunnier so I take every chance I have to go outside. I am so greedy for every sunny day. I was going to post a couple of pictures of the things I have seen at the park, but my digicam is upstairs and I am too lazy to go fetch it. I'll add them to a future post. 

I don't expect any replies to this post since I do not have the time to comment on everyone else. So please do not feel as though you must. I'm merely posting to let you know I am still here and still alive. 
clouditchi: Czech Rusalochka 1976 (Default)
 I have been wanting to write more fanfiction, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I get afraid I'll be stuck, I wonder if I'm even writing this for the right reasons, I initially wanted to write it for myself, but feeling like not many people like my work makes me feel discouraged. To be fair it's a niche genre. Still it's depressing. I also feel like the people who are interested have these high expectations, high expectations that I cannot fulfill. I have these great ideas that some people seem to like but I get in my own head, asking myself can I even deliver? I don't know what to do. Should I take a stab at it anyway? I truly love writing fanfiction. I just don't have enough faith in myself I think, and am afraid to show it to anyone I know. I just wish I had people who I wouldn't feel embarrassed to show my work to. 

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